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i haven't been writing at all it seems... sigh :( but my first appointment for my hrt went well!! im going back next week. ive been so busy, i haven't journaled much and now im with riley and didn't bring my note book with me..

yesterday i celebrated my birthday! i feel so lucky. to my boyfriend and his family it's a big deal.. but i dont care. this entry will be short so im sorry about that.. for my birthday ive been with riley and i spent the day just at home with him tbh, but at midnight he let me open my gift! we always do that because we are so bad at keeping gifts a secret. he got me silent hill 1 !! for the ps1!!! dude i love silent hill and i've been thinking about getting it for the ps1 and finally i now have it. other than that we went out for dinner, i had sushi and he had ramen. he even set up his ps1 so that i could replay silent hill as it was intended! his parents got me a ton of candy and a david lynch book.. 

i feel so lucky. for the next few days im staying here. i dont want to go back to manchester at all. im always alone, i hate it so so much. i think i'll be able to set up my ps1 back home now FINALLY. im gonna try and replay my copy of metal gear solid as well.. which will be so so awesome!! AND resident evil 9 comes out in like 5 days. riley preordered it for me on valentines IM SO LUCKY!!!

im still working on my outlast trials project as well. my initial research is finished.. for now.. 

and my cake was like super yum btw.