Last Friday I was lucky to catch a screening of Mulholland drive. it was Riley's first time seeing it.. we got sandwiches and held hands.
26/1/26
I started uni and all we did was watch the hairspray remake. it was fine, it was totally cool seeing my friends again. I feel like I have nothing to write about. I started more of my silent hill f playthrough. I've also had a hard time sleeping recently.
28/1/26
I still overslept today. horrible. I went to the store, and I also did my reading. it was all about media convergence. most of my friends don't care for the media classes, but it's pretty interesting to me. sometimes I feel like I care so much about what i'm doing. i'm also slowly ripping my cd collection. today though.. my cd player is slowly dying. i'm so upset. anyways I have class tomorrow. oh yeah, I applied to a job... an editorial job where I proposed to start a games column. I also stretched my septum again
29/1/26
media class was today. it wasn't that bad. my friends were fun. I nearly lost my fucking wallet too.. I've still been having a hard time sleeping. everything is so loud here and by the time it's quiet...I can't sleep because i'm alone. so weird. anyways, last night I got another silent hill f ending. i'm gonna keep going until I get all of the endings. it's shaping up to be an amazing game. I want to finish it before RE9. I also ordered two new books today! my friend does want to play overwatch with me.. I am scared of that.
30/1/26
I can't believe that January is almost over. so crazy. i'm wondering how I did on my last assignments. I didn't do amazing the first half of the semester. I did just did ok. but anyway, I have 3/4 endings of silent hill f. hopefully, i'll be done soon. I've started liking the game more and more as I've been playing it. I think we are going to be so back, and silent hill f is just the start. riley comes over sunday. I wish it was sooner, it's so hard spending so much time alone. calling my friends and playing games is a lot of fun and helps me. I actually had a lot of fun playing overwatch with my friend jude. I didn't think I would like it. I've been keeping all of the blog entries in a diary/journal thing. it's pretty awesome, I really like the physical aspect of writing. it always feels goof to put pen to paper. i'm thinking about writing a piece about outlast trials and no i'm not a human.
31/1/26
riley comes over tomorrow. both me and my friend are having a hard time living in out flat in Manchester. we both miss our boyfriends. I didn't do much. i'm taking a little break from silent hill f. I have at least one more main ending to get, then maybe try to get the ufo… i'm still so shocked January is almost over. i'm a little sad riley didn't try to come over sooner. cody and riley want to play.. so i'll write more tomorrow.
2/2/26
riley came yesterday, I didn't write.. uni today was eh. just whatever, I had to watch "I, Daniel blake"... which bordered on poverty porn. I have such long days too. yesterday I picked up riley and he just hung out in my room. he goes home Tuesday. after uni we went to the Xiu Xiu Eraserhead show. That was amazing and I really loved it. I got to be super close to the stage as well!! it was such a beautiful show. I've had such a David lynch themed last few weeks. i'm so so lucky.
3/2/25
I dropped riley off to the train station.. i'm sad riley left, but we can't do anything about it. I wish we didn't live away from each other. i'm always alone, I don't like to go out. I think i'll be fine. thankfully i'm in class Mondays and Thursdays. sometimes I feel alone around riley too. I got my copy of crash yesterday, so I might start reading it tonight or tomorrow.