SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!!! - 20/12/25
I have been so busy, I did do my bloodtest. My results came back and they were all good! I didn't get either website jobs, one of them even said that I got really far into the application process and just didn't get it. Whatever :( ... I just got to my dad's last night. I have Riley with me this Christmas, it's always such a hard time of year so I'm hopeful that having Riley around will be good. My dad IS NOT HERE !!! He's back in the states for work still, he thought that he'd be back...but he's not. Sighh... He's coming home on the 23rd. I'm glad to be back home though, I miss my friends that still live here A friend gifted me Cathrine!!! which is SO awesome. I'll probably play that after DS2..
I do have a doctors appointment the 22nd, which is frustrating because it's on the navy base and I have no way to get there !! other than taxi!! which is so stressful because my spanish isn't good enough, especially on the phone :( I'll update on how that goes.. it's my last time getting HRT here. I'm hoping the waitlist isn't bad.
Bad News... - 22/12/25
I haven't done much, yesterday I saw my friend and we exchanged gifts! Overall was just a chill day. I feel like things are getting bad. I was meant to go to the doctors today, I was planning everything out. I then got a call from the doctors office. My old specialist moved and I was told that the new one wasn't comfortable working with me. So they refused to give me a refill on my HRT. I can't believe it. It feels like the beginning of the end, Riley said it's just a bump in a really long road. I'm hoping it's just that. I'm so upset. It feels so unfair. I hope today gets better.
Me and Riley are planning to go out for dinner. Lets hope it's nice and we enjoy our night before my dad comes home tomorrow.
Christmas Eve - 24/12/25
My dad came back last night, was chill. He went on holiday to Japan then went back to the states for some work stuff. He brought me back Discharge buttons lol. He's been sleeping a ton, I hope he's not severely jet lagged. Tonight is Christmas eve dinner... I'm gonna try and make salmon or something nice for everyone. Let's hope it goes well.
Back in England - 31/12/25
It's New Years Eve! I got back to England last night. Christmas with my dad was fun! It was relaxing, I got some really nice stuff from everyone. I feel so lucky! I even got some nice cooking stuff lol. I'm happy to be back in England, but I am so anxious about my testosterone. I hope I'll be ok, I'm going to try and sort it out as soon as I can. Otherwise I'm going to be off it for a while.
I have some assignments coming up in the new year, I really need to get started on them, but I'm struggling to have any motivation. This is mainly due to me kinda dreading everything with my hrt..
Other than that I have been playing the Nightreign DLC when I was at home, I even got some Bloodborne and Elden Ring related stuff for Christmas. I'll probably take a picture at some point. I've been so bad at keeping up with everything, I just lose all track of time and forget to do anything.
We spent our time on beating Dark Souls 2 FINALLY!. It's a totally mid game but whatever..
New Years - 1/1/26
It's Jan first, I don't think I have any resolutions. I do need to get a good start on my essays, probably soon.. I'm just so lazy, winter break is always hard to work over. I'm really grateful since this summer working on this site, I try to keep it up as much as I possibly can. I'm grateful for people who check up and look at my site.. thank you..